saying goodbye

he smiles now fade away, along with the great memories we once had together. My heart starts to drop into my stomach, as we both begin to move on, and my only wish is that I could just freeze time back to the good moments.

From the window I watch time slowly pass by, as my tears cloud the images of us no longer being together. Inside I'm screaming for him to think about what he's doing, but it only comes out as faint sobs.

I appear happy that another interest has found me, yet I secretly close my eyes and wish he was still there to hold me, or to just see his smile when I awoke on his lap.

As the days go on, I realize it was probably inevitable, and although regrets and "what if's" drown my mind everyday, reality takes hold of truth andthe fact that soon it will all be a memory.

It's just a matter of getting over the hardest part- saying goodbye.

things to remember everyday

"EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON."

"Never let the ODDS keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do."

"Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart."

"What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail?"

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us"

If Tomorrow Starts without Me

I love sending e-cards to friends.While i was searching for a "HAVE A NICE DAY" e-card.. i came across this inspirational poem and it really made me cry while reading this..., The funny thing is, it's 3:50 am and I'm having some sentimental moments again when my mom knocks on my door asking why I'm crying..ha ha! I think she thought that i already need a psychiatrist. :)

I just want to share this with you, since i find it so touching and beautiful.





If tomorrow
starts without me, and I'm not here to see,
if the sun should rise to find your eyes are filled with tears for
me;
I hope you will not cry the way you might that day,
thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me and you know that I love you,
and each time that you'd think of me, please know I'd miss you
too;



If tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand.
The angel said my place was ready, in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye
for all my life, I'd always thought, that I would never die.
I have so much to live for, so much left yet to do,
it seems almost impossible, that I'd be leaving you.



I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
the thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
But then I walked through heaven's gates, and felt so much at
home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden
throne,
He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you,
today your life on earth is past, but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last,
and since each day's the same way there's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful, so trusting and so true.
though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn't
do.
But you have been forgiven and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand and live in peace with me?"



So if tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me, I'll be there in your heart.

Have A
Wonderful Day
Thought I'd Start Your Day With Me, God Bless You


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Speak english

I am not good in english, because its not my language, that’s why i never paid attention to english up till now. but now, i have realized that english language has become very much important in these days. whether you are studying or doing your job, its important, or even in daily routene life, it is now considered as your plus point that you are good in speaking english.

Speaking good English? Do you mean speaking English well? While not everyone can attain perfection in their speech (or in their writing), it is something everyone should aspire to. Like it or not, we are judged by how we speak. People will think we are well educated if we speak English well.

People who speak English as their second language can be forgiven a few quirks in their use of the language. After all, they have to learn a completely different language with different rules of grammar etc.. If they are coming to an English speaking country to live, they should make every attempt to become proficient in English for their own sake. Even though the United States has several languages on items, it is still easier to live in the country if you speak the language.
For those who speak English as their primary language. It is imperative that you learn it well and be able to speak it well. Maybe it is not important at home around family, but when you seek a job, or wish to present yourself to the public, it is better to present as someone who is learned and intelligent.

Knowing how to speak well doesn’t really require an extensive knowledge of grammar, just a rudimentary one. For those of you who write, that’s different. Writers should have extensive knowledge of English and grammar and usage, at least in their writing.

DISCLAIMER: When doing a post about correct spelling or grammar, there’s always the danger of misspelling a word or using a word incorrectly within the very article that you’re writing. If you should find such an error within this post, write it down on a piece of paper, put that piece of paper in an envelope, then go the post office and throw it into one of their trash cans.


***Hay buhay! dumugo ilong ko sa sinulat ko ha?? Kasalanan ito lahat ni Kuya Mel.. bakit ba nag suggest na mag Blog ako ng Ingles para sa Hindi Pinoy..